A Little Bit of Everything.

I'm afraid of a lot of things.

I'm afraid that the world is spinning faster than I can keep up with it.

I'm afraid that I will never figure out what I want out of life, and that people will see that I'm not really as driven and ambitious as I let on.

I'm afraid that I'm going to lose people I care about this year. I can't deal with that again. I can't.


I just deleted my entire entry here because I am suffering from full-fledged writer's block. I have a lot to say, and no way to say it. I think I need to stick with the superficiality and surface-writing of xanga for a while, until I get my inspiration back. I figured coming here would give me a lot to write about...and for a while it did, but something happened and now nothing makes sense in the process of putting my thoughts to paper.

So until next time...