RAAAAANT
Okay. Rant time. I'll try to end on a happy note with some positive things too.
Drunk boys: Right. I know full well that there are some people on this planet that are completely unable to handle themselves after drinking. Whatever. However, getting so beligerent that you lose respect for your girlfriend is completely retarded. DO NOT hang all over other girls or let them grab your ass RIGHT OUTSIDE OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND'S DOOR!!! Now, I may not particularly care much for either one of them (the girl or the guy)...but I do not approve (under any circumstance) of behavior like that. If you're going to be in a relationship, be committed to that one person. None of this sneaking-behind-the-back bullshit. Honesty will take you farther. And please act appropriately around other girls when you're sober too. Stop hitting on everyone else, and stop being offended when I don't want to hug you. I think you're disgusting, there I said it. There's no reason to act the same way without having drank at all. He treats this girl like complete crap, and if he wants to be with her, he is going to have to shape up or ship out because she can only take so much.
Fairweather friends: If I had a dollar for everytime I heard someone talking about E or S, I would be richer than frickin' Donald Trump. S is my best friend, and I will defend her to anyone. You're lucky that I wasn't there to hear you all blatantly laughing at her innocent request to be quiet so that her roomie could sleep. When you all are sober, you act so kindly towards her, but put a little alcohol in yourselves and you go off the deep end. No one wants to be around ppl that get that exclusive and obnoxious. As for E, yes, she is a little different. But she wants what we all want in the long run-to belong. Be a little more sensitive to that. And please stop ignoring me when I try to be conversational, clearly I have something that I want to say, and I'm trying to reach out. The way you all act sometimes...honestly!!! If you're my friend, you're my friend, and I'm going to treat you that way. Can't you all do the same for me?
Frisbee: I just spent 12 dollars on you. The least you can do is get your blue, glittery self to fly straight when I'm playing frisbee golf so I don't look like such a complete fool. (Okay, I'm not really pissed off about that...but I felt like I needed to lighten the mood!).
Body Image: I hate that society puts so much emphasis on the female appearance. What a double standard, men are not subjected to the same pressure to be attractive that we are. I know, I'm one to talk. I get sucked into it too...but it would be a lot easier for us ladies to get by in life without having to turn around and see SI's Swimsuit Issue or Maxim on store shelves, crammed full of gorgeous women that we can never match up against. Feature some of us normal women, would ya? Maybe that way I wouldn't have to listen to my roommate bitch about her "fat" (which couldn't be farther from the truth!!!) or so that I wouldn't have to make my boyfriend tell me over and over that I'm beautiful when I wake up in the AM with messy hair and no makeup until I believe him. I'm not saying I'm the second coming of Quasimodo (I do find myself fairly attractive), but I'm realistic enough to know that I'm not like the models. Women are insecure creatures as it is. We don't need abnormally pretty people lorded over us 24/7 too. It doesn't really help.
UMCP: For the love of all things great and small, please get back to me ASAP and let me know whether you all fricking want me at your school or not. I hate this whole "limbo" thing. I need facts, I need to know what's going on without a long wait. Thanks, much appreciated.
.......Happy Things........
Talked to Chris about some of the things that I have planned for our one year. He seemed excited, which made me excited. Holy crap. ONE YEAR!!! I can't get over that. Who would have guessed that I was capable of loving someone this much? I didn't a year ago. I believe in love now, I believe in the two of us. We're proving everyone wrong by making it, and that makes it all the more satisfying. Right now I'm working on putting together a CD of songs that remind me of him, or us...and he's going to do the same. It's hard because there are soooo many songs that seem so perfect to describe how I feel about him or that reflect our total goofyness when we're together. Gonna be hard to narrow things down.
Realizing more and more everyday how lucky I am to have the people I have back home. I love them all so much, and I can't wait until I can be closer to everyone.
Never underestimate what love can do...love is unpredictable!
Looking forward to the summer, and coaching guard again. Not sure yet if I'm gonna be working at both schools...gotta see if I can handle that again, because it drained me last summer. On top of getting a paying job (and by paying I mean not a bulk payment at the end of the summer!), I don't know if I can realistically work at both...and I'm also not sure I wanna go thru the same drama at one school that I did last summer.
This entry is getting way too long. I could keep writing (yes I am, in fact, THAT bored...but I digress...) but if you made it all the way down here, consider me impressed.
Drunk boys: Right. I know full well that there are some people on this planet that are completely unable to handle themselves after drinking. Whatever. However, getting so beligerent that you lose respect for your girlfriend is completely retarded. DO NOT hang all over other girls or let them grab your ass RIGHT OUTSIDE OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND'S DOOR!!! Now, I may not particularly care much for either one of them (the girl or the guy)...but I do not approve (under any circumstance) of behavior like that. If you're going to be in a relationship, be committed to that one person. None of this sneaking-behind-the-back bullshit. Honesty will take you farther. And please act appropriately around other girls when you're sober too. Stop hitting on everyone else, and stop being offended when I don't want to hug you. I think you're disgusting, there I said it. There's no reason to act the same way without having drank at all. He treats this girl like complete crap, and if he wants to be with her, he is going to have to shape up or ship out because she can only take so much.
Fairweather friends: If I had a dollar for everytime I heard someone talking about E or S, I would be richer than frickin' Donald Trump. S is my best friend, and I will defend her to anyone. You're lucky that I wasn't there to hear you all blatantly laughing at her innocent request to be quiet so that her roomie could sleep. When you all are sober, you act so kindly towards her, but put a little alcohol in yourselves and you go off the deep end. No one wants to be around ppl that get that exclusive and obnoxious. As for E, yes, she is a little different. But she wants what we all want in the long run-to belong. Be a little more sensitive to that. And please stop ignoring me when I try to be conversational, clearly I have something that I want to say, and I'm trying to reach out. The way you all act sometimes...honestly!!! If you're my friend, you're my friend, and I'm going to treat you that way. Can't you all do the same for me?
Frisbee: I just spent 12 dollars on you. The least you can do is get your blue, glittery self to fly straight when I'm playing frisbee golf so I don't look like such a complete fool. (Okay, I'm not really pissed off about that...but I felt like I needed to lighten the mood!).
Body Image: I hate that society puts so much emphasis on the female appearance. What a double standard, men are not subjected to the same pressure to be attractive that we are. I know, I'm one to talk. I get sucked into it too...but it would be a lot easier for us ladies to get by in life without having to turn around and see SI's Swimsuit Issue or Maxim on store shelves, crammed full of gorgeous women that we can never match up against. Feature some of us normal women, would ya? Maybe that way I wouldn't have to listen to my roommate bitch about her "fat" (which couldn't be farther from the truth!!!) or so that I wouldn't have to make my boyfriend tell me over and over that I'm beautiful when I wake up in the AM with messy hair and no makeup until I believe him. I'm not saying I'm the second coming of Quasimodo (I do find myself fairly attractive), but I'm realistic enough to know that I'm not like the models. Women are insecure creatures as it is. We don't need abnormally pretty people lorded over us 24/7 too. It doesn't really help.
UMCP: For the love of all things great and small, please get back to me ASAP and let me know whether you all fricking want me at your school or not. I hate this whole "limbo" thing. I need facts, I need to know what's going on without a long wait. Thanks, much appreciated.
.......Happy Things........
Talked to Chris about some of the things that I have planned for our one year. He seemed excited, which made me excited. Holy crap. ONE YEAR!!! I can't get over that. Who would have guessed that I was capable of loving someone this much? I didn't a year ago. I believe in love now, I believe in the two of us. We're proving everyone wrong by making it, and that makes it all the more satisfying. Right now I'm working on putting together a CD of songs that remind me of him, or us...and he's going to do the same. It's hard because there are soooo many songs that seem so perfect to describe how I feel about him or that reflect our total goofyness when we're together. Gonna be hard to narrow things down.
Realizing more and more everyday how lucky I am to have the people I have back home. I love them all so much, and I can't wait until I can be closer to everyone.
Never underestimate what love can do...love is unpredictable!
Looking forward to the summer, and coaching guard again. Not sure yet if I'm gonna be working at both schools...gotta see if I can handle that again, because it drained me last summer. On top of getting a paying job (and by paying I mean not a bulk payment at the end of the summer!), I don't know if I can realistically work at both...and I'm also not sure I wanna go thru the same drama at one school that I did last summer.
This entry is getting way too long. I could keep writing (yes I am, in fact, THAT bored...but I digress...) but if you made it all the way down here, consider me impressed.
posted by haze at 10:34 PM
1 Comments:
Drunk boys with chewing tobacco in their mouth and talking about staring at a girls butt = obnoxious. I know exactly what you're talking about when you talk about drunk boys. It's crazy how much self-respect they lose when they act inappropriately around people. But I won't be a hypoprite, sometimes it's entertaining to watch drunk people, just not when they do certain things.
I think that a lot of people do get sucked into their body image. In some aspects I will do the same, but I'm more into going to the gym to tone up...to become more healthy. there are some cases though, where I think people go too often.
Alright, well I hope you had a wonderful weekend laura =) It's crazy how time flies...it's already march. Good luck with that frisbee, I'm sure it will fly soon, and it will probably never want to come back because it will still be flying ;-)
~ marian
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